To know that God knows my every thought, move, feeling, is an amazing an humbling thing. He has known me since before I was born. His thoughts of me are many and are wonderful. This is a verse I love and yet somehow I have had a hard time grasping this kind of love. But when you think of it, how deep is the love that would have sent His only son to die for us, and how deep would the love be of the one willing to go. Even for me alone. Even for you alone. Read on and see that this verse isn't just for me, but it is to each of us. All we have to do is accept Him. His love is never ending, His faithfulness no no bounds. His mercies are new every morning. Can I give him the same love? Can I put him first in my life? I am not perfect, and I will fall, But I will also try.
Psalm 139 vs 1-18
1 You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mothers womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
They would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake, I am still with you.